This argument over linguistics, over
syllables and utterances is at best
stupid and at worst dangerous.

Marriage is a sacred word that only
united men and women are allowed to
say—fine! Pick a new word for it.

Start a congressional committee
To interview the writers of the dictionaries
and the crosswords puzzles and find the word
that means “two humans that live and breathe
on this planet love and are committed to each other”.

End of story, end of the battle.
Because The Beatles spoke the truth
“All you need is love”  and because
everyone is fucked up, and everyone likes to fuck.

And it is none of our damn business with who.

I think now the best thing to do with this space I have created is to use it as my own working, ever changing portfolio, journal, and mind space. I have revamped the theme, it feels cleaner and homier now and will hopefully serve as a comfortable space for myself and my readers.

I hope that anyone that read or reads will continue to do so. I have never been very good a getting my creativity to work when I need or want it to, so it may be sometime before any new work shows up here. In the meantime, though, I will try to locate and post some of my older work for your reading delight.

So, welcome back readers!

I don’t own you. 
I won’t even keep you 
in the garage next to 
the cob web covered 
gas cans. 

I don’t understand how 
people, so many people, 
hang onto you by their 
teeth—like some masterful 
trapeze act–swinging and spinning 
over the audience. 

I need to thank you, 
though-for staying away–
and allowing me to fearlessly
fly without net to become                                                                                                                                             

the woman I am.

She had lunch with the munchkins,

a steady diet of pills.

She met the scarecrow with

no brain, the tin man with

no heart, and the lion with

no courage, then blacked out

in her dressing room.

Dorothy took them

to see the wizard to get what they deserved,

and her ruby slippers took her home,

forbidden to return to Oz.

The yellow brick road was paved to

make way for a superhighway

the day Dorothy died. 

He left her after the rite of cutting crust 
off burnt toast, methodically chewing each bite. 
She smells of sex today, his sweat, his musk. 

He had noticed the perfection of her bust-
firm and no more than a handful, just right.
His mind was reeling with thoughts of lust. 

Her plump lips were painted heavily in rust
lipstick, smearing with every drunken bite.
She’ll smell like sex tomorrow, acrid sweat and musk.

He whispered in her ear how he would thrust
her deep and fuck her “real hard” all night. 
Her mind succumbed to his desire for lust. 

He imagined she wanted one to trust, 
but she didn’t want him to be her white knight,
just wanted to smell like sex again, of sweat and musk,
enjoying the feeling, captivated by her lust.

The room your book group meets in every 
Wednesday evening, a quarter after seven 
because Sue’s kids are in gymnastics and 
her husband left. 

“Tell me about this hotel bill?”

The same room where you curled 
into a rigid quaking ball after he 
heaved a three-quarters empty wine glass 
at your head–

The strawberry wine left pink crayon 
stains on the egg-shell wallpaper you 
couldn’t live without. 

“Fucking her makes me forget about you?”

The room where the grey granite countertop 
put Sue at the perfect height to enfold her legs 
around his naked back receiving each 
deep rancorous thrust.

“I need you to sign this paper…”

The kitchen where you sliced each wrist
methodically cutting away his every touch,
watching blood drips pattern in the sink.

As if your birth blood body was never
held by your mother or your little head
was never kissed by your father.

I never saw your face, but I imagine
that even after life walked out on you,
like a jealous girlfriend, even then you
were perfect, angelic.

I guess that’s because we’d never see
your terrible, teething, biting twos.
Or hear about how you failed the third grade
math test because you’d rather play video games
than study multiplication tables.

Your parents would never have to wait up
for you on prom night, worried about what
you were doing to that girl who wore her
foundation like a second skin.

I confess that I’ve taken this silence,
this willful ignorance as my chance to
slowly swim away from this family before
I drown in the dysfunction everyone is
bathing in.

My robust, very Italian grandmother
told me my black dress was too tight.
This meant she loved me. 

A man sauntered down the lush hill 
and flagged us toward him. We marched,
our blackness heavy against the intense green
of manicured lawns. 

Our destination was a tiny, toy-like coffin,
enveloped by brilliant white carnations.

The minister’s muffled words 
were unable to penetrate the 
dense fog of our sorrow. So

we stood, all of us, in a huddle.
Hands clasped in hands, clasped in hands, 
clasped in hands. Keeping each other from
falling or fainting or dying.